Hate Without Frontiers-Sweetbox

My aching world is fading pulses heartbeats oxidised
My one temptation last sensation is only suicide
My hunger screams, my blister bleeds and even though I try
To try to find the places where the pieces of my heart collide
Where I am flying totally weightless in a desert sky
Exploring, soaring in the deepest corner of my mind
And like a phoenix out of fire I'll be reborn to try
Ashes to dust, and dust to life

Hate without frontiers
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我既非一无所有而来.也不会一无所有而去. I'll be reborn to try.

I Ask All Siants

I can feel u here with me..i can feel ur heart

bt y i cnt feel my heart?

do i luv u? or did i ever?

i guess i'll be escaping as i can c d distance betwn us...maybe tht's smthing tht cnt be changed..bt u cnt c it. u r nt here when i nid u n tht's it. tht's wad i only nid...u said u no i nid understanding. bt u dun even understand me. u dunno tht i nid smone to be here with me so i can cry..i've been pretending to be cool for too long..bt u cnt c. u nvr c...maybe i shouldn compare u with Easley. i shouldn compare anyone with him. tht's wrong...bt he's becoming a standard...maybe i juz should be with him..if i gt refuse him. den i should refuse anyone else on d earth...

oh baby i dunno wad im missing...

maybe i'll nvr be able to explain to u how important is a lantern to me. n u may nvr understand everything i had to explain..im tired darling..maybe i'll nvr be able to sae gdbye. bt u'll nvr be able to touch my heart even if u r holding my hand...

i dun luv u baby..bt maybe i'll nvr sae..i've hurted enough hearts n even though i do nothing there'll still be broken heart...

d only thing i leave to u is d 'nice dream'..i'll leave it only to u 4 all tis years when v r tgthr..

我曾经说过.在七夕与光棍节之间开始恋爱的人最可怜.因为他们两个节日都过不成.

nw i find tis mocking..i should laugh at myself 4 being such a great seer

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i c ppl all puting things thy want&wish on thir blog..

bt wad i really wan&wish?

I WISH THT I'VE NVR WANTED ANYTHING BEFORE..

My Life. ..

Im getin busy t forget him. ..

YES. ..thts th correct attitude thts th rite way. ..

n so tht i wun miss him. ..

HAH..juniors are having thr math&English tests tdae n tht reminds me wad things was like a year before when we were having the tests. ..

n many memories. ..

NE Show Chpt2 Black Knights

yah..thiz actually's a jet show>>>>>>>

smthin tht any country will show on thir national day. ..

NE Show Chpt1 NAN HUA DANCE

YES.NAN HUA DANCE IN NE SHOW >>>>>>>

(i juz c th prepairing show on 12 July n tuk th photos wiz my hp. ..)

上海台北.单程飞机.

读<双城故事>已经是上个星期的事情了..
也许.对于上海.还是不能释怀.. .
wad a hell is there. ..in Shanghai..attractin so many ppl.. .t go there. ..throw away anythin else they hav. ..seeking their own doom like a moth. ..
n Y do u go there..Easley.. .like a soldier flee in disorder from th front line
R u escaping me or urself. ..
one dae.maybe.. .i shall go there..too
t c y ppl all take there as a sheltr
as they can escape nothin bt themselves. ..

some extracts from the buk. ..
1.我本以为可以用一种美丽的姿态飞翔而去,没想到却是狼狈地逃离...

2."问我来上海的原因啊,我可以说不知道嘛...?"

3.曾经有一个人,留了一个位子给某一个人,她却来来去去,始终不愿坐下,直到有一天,这个人决定把位子留给其他人,但是却发现这个位子已经剩下不到一半的空间.现在的他,花了很多力气好不容易把这个位子腾空,给了别人坐下,但是,却赫然发现,座位旁边的脚印却无法除去.

4.其实,你没看过原稿,远比这精彩,也比这心痛.

5.也许爱着我对他来说,就像生了一场病,离开以后,他并不是不爱了,只是症状变得轻微了.

6.我最难过的就是不直到自己为什么爱,为什么苦.

7.因为贪恋着他的专宠,所以情愿不快乐,情愿被禁锢.

8.我问自己,我要什么,我什么都不要,我想要给他没有阻碍的爱,没有负担的爱.他可以爱我,可以宠我,但不必负担我,不必给我什么.

9. 生命太快,选择太多.

10.爱不是目的,快乐才是,我爱你不是去要求你也爱我,给我快乐,而是希望你因为有我的爱而幸福快乐.

11.因为你我都经历过几次感情的波折,像被裁切过数刀的不规则纸板,凑在一起是那么恰好地贴合,却仍能保有各自的棱角.

12.如果你觉得冷,可以告诉我,我会假装不怕冷,把外套借给你.

13.我的伤口血流如注,一直无法愈合;他的伤口已经不流血了,却非常深...

14.时间打了一个结,把我们折进去,恰恰一个漂亮的弯度,足以照映月光和星光,反射刀身体的深处,不亮也不暗,刚好可以入眠...

how do u spell FINALLY

finally can open pages. ...NUS has th worst network ive ever experienced..had t kip everythin in one dae' page

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不是无缘

而是有缘无分. ..

你也不是正确的人罢. ..

在错误的时间与地点遇见了正确的人. ..也许

一个人逃避叫做逃避

两个人逃避呢. ..遗憾或是无缘

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这世间令人感动的事

并不只爱情一件啊. ..

所以.也许应该选择不爱. ..

或者爱

只是不再那么重要

那么撕心裂肺

那么心痛. ..

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向卢沟桥烈士及五十七中罹难的老师们致哀. ..

活着的人们都会好好地活着. ..

请安息. ..

----from 13 July

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I hate th network in NUS Hostel

I hate u

I hate myself

BUT I LOVE THE REST PARTS OF THE WORLD. ..

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白染说得没错

有时候我也很希望你死. ..

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苏白染.SWB.苏格桑.爱喜.

生日快乐.HAPPY BIRTHDAE. ..

----from 14 July

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七夕又快到了罢. ..

这一次要怎样面对呢. ..

逃避或者面对.这种问题大概也没有答案. ..